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Topic: Guilt over something

Anonymous A started this discussion 4.8 years ago #2,632

Hello, I am 15. Not surprisingly, I have been interested in sex and have looked at porn many times (3-4 years). I have looked at various kinds. I started with the hot girls in videos and stuff, but now it's worse. More "shoking" and "forbidden" things I suppose. If you have ever read the e-mail Dr. Robert received regarding yiffy porn, this is similar. It's embarrassing, but a few times I have stumbled upon content of younger ones. I masturbated to them a few times. Concerned this was illegal I asked a friend for help. He was the only one I could talk to since I took this pretty seriously and he's a go to guy for creepy stuff. I know he's not as qualified, though. He told me since it was digital art and in fact not even human, it was not illegal. He also stated he's heard worse than this. Now my concern is not the law or feeling attraction towards children, but that I have a terrible secret. I do not fantasize abouy children or anything, but regardless of whether or not I am a pedophile I feel terrible. Will I be able to have relationships with this secret. I really need help, please.

Anonymous B joined in and replied with this 4.8 years ago, 46 minutes later[^] [v] #0

Sounds like obsessive behavior.

No, you are perfectly fine, go with a therapist if you feel you can't let go of this.

Nope, you are not a pedophile as you are 15 years old, and they are just drawings. It's still not even your real sexuality.

See it as something dumb you did, the media is clearly fucking with your head. You are really, really young to even think you did something terrible.

(Edited 3 minutes later.)

Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 4.8 years ago, 16 hours later, 17 hours after the original post[^] [v] #0

Thank you for your reply. If this is still making me feel guilty after some time, I will get a therapist.
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