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Topic: sex

t started this discussion 5.2 years ago #2,573

why is it so important to me...it runs my life..I am always thinking about it

t (OP) double-posted this 5.2 years ago, 3 minutes later[^] [v] #0

sorry Jen I just noticed u put up a post called sex too.. didnt see till after not trying to be a copy ct

Gina joined in and replied with this 5.2 years ago, 44 minutes later, 48 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #0

Sex is great so its understandable.
But how does it run your life?

t joined in and replied with this 5.2 years ago, 10 hours later, 11 hours after the original post[^] [v] #0

ever since I can remember.. since I wass like 5 yrs old I was always obsessed it.. of course initially i didnt even understand it but I was obsessed nonetheless. It was always comforting to me to think about who wanted to have sex with me and I would always fantasize about different people and situations.. If I know some one wants to have sex with me its like a big deal to me.. when i was younger I used to fantasize about maybe kids in my class and if i fantased about a teacher I would imagine myself being older.

Any ways this has run my life.. I am shy on the outside though and appear to be a sweet goody goody type of girl so I usually dont act on my impulses because I am too shy to. Even when I tried to get therapy this has happened now with my current therapist I was obsessing about having sex with him and I would intentionally do things within therapy to arouse him.. I would always wear cute little dresses, low cut, write sexual things in my diary on purpuse..and just do things that would turn the averrage guy on. Well it worked and when I confessed my sexual feelings for him he advised me he was feeling them too and was planning on acting on it then retracted..and now I am just feeling so low like I want to die. I just dont know why I get like this like why is sex so important to me.

It would be an easy answer if I had been molested when younger but I was not..

(Edited 4 minutes later.)

Sylar joined in and replied with this 5.2 years ago, 1 hour later, 13 hours after the original post[^] [v] #0

I know your pain (XD). It feels like I am wired for it, but I don't want to become a slave to it. Just try to keep it balanced with the rest of your life.

t joined in and replied with this 5.2 years ago, 7 hours later, 20 hours after the original post[^] [v] #0

Unm how

Jasper joined in and replied with this 5.2 years ago, 10 minutes later, 20 hours after the original post[^] [v] #0

what do you mean how do you keep it balanced...it takes will power, but only if you truly want to change....start doing other things, think about other things, get more interests

T joined in and replied with this 5.2 years ago, 3 hours later, 23 hours after the original post[^] [v] #0

no matter what I find time to think about it...this is much easier said than done
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